How Are You Spending This New Year’s Eve?

Yet another year has come to an end and a new one is about to begin. New Year’s Eve, a day that holds such significance for so many people around the world. How are you going to be spending it this year?

Will you be with throngs of people outside somewhere, waiting for some object to descend from its perch?

Will you be at home with someone you truly love, having a quiet evening together, while watching the festivities on television?

Will you be with friends at a party somewhere, playing games, drinking, and enjoying food?

Will you be at the movies or seeing some other type of performance somewhere?

Will you be at a casino gambling, hoping to score big before the next year begins?

Will you be out at some bar or nightclub, dancing and drinking the night away?

Or will you be one of those who won’t even stay up till midnight because you really don’t care much for the final holiday of the year?

I ask these questions because sadly, I don’t remember much of what I did on plenty of past New Year’s Eve’s.

I know that six of them were spent totally drunk and high. At least a dozen or more were spent chasing after someone for sex or love. While a bunch of others were filled with massive depression and doom and gloom.

The fact is, I lost count of the number of New Year’s Eve’s where I wasn’t really present at all, where instead, I’d awake the next morning and regret not only the prior evening, but also the majority of the previous year.

I lost count of the number of New Year’s Eve’s where I made pledges, resolutions, and promises to myself that the upcoming year was going to be filled with me accomplishing x, y, and z, only to see none of it come to fruition by the time the next New Year’s Eve came and went.

And I lost count of the number of New Year’s Eve’s where I avoided doing that which could have been such a beautiful evening, instead doing something else altogether that was far from uplifting.

Thank God, I feel so differently this New Year’s Eve.

I feel so differently because I didn’t live my life in any toxic addiction this past year.

I feel so differently because I’m not ending the year with serious regret.

And I feel differently because frankly, I lived the entire year doing my best to follow the love of Christ and to serve God.

In doing so, I enter the next year with some hope and joy, two things of which I haven’t had much of in so many prior New Year’s Eve’s. Where my life heads next though, I don’t know, as when following God, one really never knows where their path will lead next.

Nevertheless, I end this year with gratitude. Gratitude to God for all the healing that’s taken place within me thus far and gratitude to God for knowing that at least on this New Year’s Eve, that how I spend it really doesn’t matter. Because as long as I am with God and God with me, I know however I choose to spend the evening, that it will be special in its own unique way and exactly how God intended it to be for me.

Happy New Year’s Everyone…

Peace, love, light, and joy,
Andrew Arthur Dawson

“Collateral Beauty”, A Critically-Bashed Spiritual Movie I Still Treasured

I often use the website Rotten Tomatoes as a gauge for whether I choose to go see a movie in the theater or not. If you’re not familiar with this site, it’s where most of our country’s top film critics pool their reviews and then a rating is given by the “Tomatometer”, which is based upon the overall summation of those reviews. A good review is denoted by a fresh red tomato, which means at least 60 percent of all critics liked the movie. But if that rating falls below 60 percent, then it’s denoted by a rotten green tomato splat. Most often, when any movie drops below a 30 percent rating or less, I rarely, if ever, go see it because that means that at least 70 percent or more of all the critics in the country didn’t like it. And when the rating gets that low, I’ve usually tended to agree with the critics each time I’ve gone to see the film anyway. In light of that, when I saw on Rotten Tomatoes that a recent release titled “Collateral Beauty” received a measly 13 percent rating, I was extremely disappointed because all the previews I saw for this film had peaked my interest greatly. That being said, I opted to go against the critics, as well as the masses of people who saw it already and said it was terrible, and ironically, I’m glad I did because I truly treasured this movie.

Collateral Beauty is about a man named Howard (Will Smith) who has been broken ever since his young daughter died due to cancer. When the movie begins, it’s been over two years since that happened, yet Howard is still completely unable to effectively communicate with anyone nor live his life with any sense of normalcy. His company is also beginning to fall apart, much to the dismay and frustration of his fellow business partners, which include Whit (Edward Norton), Claire (Kate Winslet), and Simon (Michael Pena). While Howard spends most of his work days building complex chains of dominoes, his partners are trying to figure out a way to convince Howard to accept a buyout that’s being offered, which would help save the company and their jobs. When it’s decided that the only solution is to usurp control from Howard by proving to the board he’s incompetent, Whit hires a private detective to find enough evidence of that. In the process, it’s discovered that Howard has been mailing letters on a regular basis to “Love”, “Death”, and “Time” due to his immense grief. When they realize that’s not going to be enough to prove Howard’s instability, Whit runs into a strange woman named Amy (Keira Knightley) at his company who’s in line for some audition. After a brief conversation with her where it’s apparent she’s his type, Whit watches her abruptly disappear into the nearest elevator. He immediately follows in pursuit and ends up at an old, broken-down theater where he sees both she, and two others, Brigitte (Hellen Mirren), and Raffi (Jacob Latimore) rehearsing lines with each other. It’s then that Whit concocts the idea of hiring each of them to answer Howard’s letters by playing the respective parts of “Love”, “Death”, and “Time” where the main stipulation made is that Howard will only be able to see them. In doing so, he then plans on having the detective film Howard from safe distances and later digitally edit out the actor’s presences each time they confront him. This then will be used later as the evidence needed to prove that Howard is losing his mind and not able to make any type of sane business decisions. Ironically, all of this happens in the first ten minutes or so of the film, setting the stage for the rest of it.

Why I believe so many critics and viewers alike bashed this film is due to the spiritual complexity it presented. In the previews for it, it appears that there’s going to be a supernatural element present, yet when watching it, it’s pretty easy to think otherwise at the precise moment when Whit meets the three actors who end up playing Love, Death, and Time. But it’s also pretty easy to miss a few key lines early on in the movie as well that are strongly reminiscent of the premise from an old television show named “Touched By Angel”. In that series, angels appeared as everyday people who showed up in individual’s lives at cetain times for specific reasons to help them. And only those who needed to see them would. So, while many viewers may have thought they were misled and never caught on to any of the supernatural subtleties being presented, I clearly noticed them. And I also saw how those “actors” were there in the film not just to help Howard, but also to help heal the wounds that Whit, Claire, and Simon were carrying as well.

Movies like this are frequently hard to sell in mainstream society. They present elements that often go beyond most people’s thinking and spiritual views. The idea that angels could actually appear in human form and act just like us can seem quite preposterous to some. Yet I often believe that’s exactly how they’d present themselves in my own life if they ever appeared. That basically, I would never even know they were an angel in the first place. Frankly, I’ve even wondered at times if God or Christ or any other Higher Being of Light has done this in my life before without me ever knowing. While I may never discover the answer to that in this life, I can say this.

Collateral Beauty was exactly the type of movie I treasure because it presented some spiritual elements that left me expanding my mind rather than deflating it long after the credits rolled. It also left me with a very positive feeling and became the first movie where I wholeheartedly disagreed with the critically-bashed rating it received on Rotten Tomatoes. I’m glad I ignored all those bad reviews and went to see it anyway, because in the long run, I realize the openness of my spiritual journey these days helped me to fully appreciate this hidden gem of a movie. I personally give this film 4 ½ stars out of 5.

Peace, love, light, and joy,
Andrew Arthur Dawson