“Hold the vision, Trust the process.” (Unknown)
A friend of mine sent me this quote late last year on Facebook and it’s one that I’ve been pondering ever since. Given how aware he has been for some time of all that I’ve been going through, the quote really has been more than fitting for me. The fact is I’ve been doing my absolute best to hold onto a vision of a life with far less pain for quite awhile now. Early on when most of my health issues began, I have to say that trusting the process of how I found myself healing was definitely way more easy to do. But, the longer I’ve continued to endure it, the more I’ve found myself doubting whether my vision will ever come to fruition. I realize though that most people in my shoes would probably be feeling the same way I do as of late, given the length of time that has passed since all this started. Yet somehow I’ve still held onto my vision of a much healthier life through it all and kept on trusting that my Higher Power is guiding the entire process I’ve been going through. It is said that all one needs is a mustard seed of faith, which is a tiny thing indeed. Thank goodness I know I have at least that because if I didn’t, I would have already given up. This is what’s called blind faith and it’s something many struggle with on their spiritual journey in life, especially when the going gets rough and stays rough for a long period of time. So while I may not understand this healing process my Higher Power has been having me go through for so long now, I’m choosing to maintain my blind faith, to hold onto the dream of a far healthier life and believe that God truly knows what He’s doing with me.
I pray my faith does not waver through any of Your healing efforts with me God. I pray I continue to hold onto my vision of everything working out and keep on trusting You are with me every step of the way there.
Peace, love, light, and joy,
Andrew Arthur Dawson