“Snowden”, A Film That Will Make You Think About Your Privacy

I didn’t know much about Edward Snowden when I went to the movies recently and saw director Oliver Stone’s film titled “Snowden”. About the most I knew was how he formerly worked for both the Central Intelligence Agency (CIA) and the National Security Agency (NSA), the latter of which he copied and leaked classified information without prior authorization that revealed numerous global surveillance programs.

When all of this became big news back in 2013, I remember how everyone suddenly became polarized over the issue. Some said he was a hero for doing what he did, claiming he was a savior of sorts, while others said he was a traitor and should be tried as one. Personally, I never held an opinion on him back then and honestly I still don’t, but what this movie did help me to think a lot more about was the privacy we all think we have in this world.

I would venture to say that most of us probably use a cell phone, e-mail, a computer with a camera, and a number of social media outlets every single day. Frankly, I never put much thought to any of them being looked at by anyone in the CIA or NSA or anyone else for that matter, probably because I have nothing to hide, but there’s the strong reality that at some point in time or another something of mine was looked at by someone in the security administration of our government. At least that’s the impression I got from the film when Snowden, played quite wonderfully by Joseph Gordon Levitt, began to see all the spy software that was in place to invade the lives of even the most common of US citizens.

Reading e-mails, Facebook postings, and text messages, looking into cell phone call logs, and spying through cameras on computers without their lights being turned on were just some of the many things Snowden uncovered and leaked to the world. I can’t say I was shocked when I learned exactly what his leak was really about, as I made an assumption long ago that the government was probably always doing this.

So while many have been in uproar ever since Snowden’s leakage, it ultimately hasn’t phased me. Between my writing on my blog that I make public for the world to see and what I share at countless recovery meetings on a weekly basis, I have already fully exposed myself on every level. Simply put, I have no dark secrets. But there are many out there in the world who still do. Not that long ago though I was still one of them.

I used to have plenty of secrets that I wouldn’t have wanted anyone, especially the government looking into, such as the acts of indiscretion I was having with married individuals, all of which could have been seen through my emails and text messages, or even by spying on my phone or through my computer’s camera. But thankfully, I’m not doing any of that behavior anymore or anything else for that matter that might put me at risk with the government or anyone else.

Yet I know there are countless people out there who want to keep their privacy and their secrets protected. Do they deserve that? Of course, but in a day and age where terrorism is a serious threat, especially within the digital realm, the line between what’s acceptable government behavior and what’s not is becoming overly blurred. That’s precisely what Snowden showed back in 2013 and what this film portrayed.

So while I understand how some think of Snowden as a hero and others, a traitor, what I think is that it ultimately doesn’t matter. Snowden simply bared something many of us had already wondered deep down every time we used our own digital media, especially if we had something to hide. And I’m sure somewhere in our government today what Snowden exposed is still being done in some fashion, thus I feel the only solution that works for me to deal with this possibility is to just not have any secrets.

Originally I started on that path by revealing all of them to God, then it was with the sponsors I had in recovery from addiction, and finally it’s been with everyone else through my writing and my speaking these past few years. It’s been totally freeing ever since and I plan to keep it that way.

Nevertheless, “Snowden” is a great film that will make you think about your privacy and whether you really have any of that in this country anymore these days. For me that doesn’t matter though, because I’m a firm believer in not hiding anything these days, not with God, and not with any of you. Because in doing so, I truly found a spiritual freedom that never came when I used to keep all those secrets.

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Peace, love, light, and joy,

Andrew Arthur Dawson

Black Lives Matter, An Isolated Issue Or Part Of A Greater Problem?

Lately much of the news has been centered around the “Black Lives Matter” (BLM) movement. For those who don’t know what this is, the BLM is an international activist organization, originating in the African-American community, that campaigns against violence and systemic racism toward black people.

Unfortunately, even though this was always meant to be a peaceful campaign, many are taking their voices and violence into the streets all the while claiming to be part of this movement. And what’s happening because of this is something that feels far too similar to what happened back in the 60’s.

Since the acquittal of Trayvon Martin’s killer in 2013 and the killing of Michael Brown in Ferguson, Missouri in 2014 this violence continues to escalate. Lately it’s been centered in Charlotte due to the shooting death of a 43-year-old black man, a father of seven, by another police officer.

Each of the deaths that happened over the past few years such as this one that led to these violent outbreaks and protests have all been debatable. Did the person actually have a weapon? Could they have been subdued without killing them? Those seem to be the two main questions asked in each situation. Regardless of what the answers have been in each of these deaths, I believe the issue goes far beyond just black lives mattering.

The fact is I believe all lives matter, but sadly many still don’t. And violence in general with all of our races in our country is escalating. Chicago has seen more gang related deaths this year than ever before. Mass shootings keep on happening. Hate crimes are on the rise and so is domestic abuse.

It’s truly sad to watch our country be in such a state of turmoil. Everybody seems to be angry all the time these days. I sat at a café outside recently, having a coffee, and watched as multiple drivers passed by and screamed out their windows at cars near them who weren’t doing what they wanted them to do.

It just feels like everyone is extremely tense and on edge right now. And then there’s that presidential election that’s coming up where plenty have claimed to want neither candidate in office. I’ve heard nothing by hate and criticism for both candidates.

So what gives?

Is the BLM movement isolated or part of a greater problem going on in our country?

My feeling is this. People have fallen away from believing we all matter, that we all our connected, that we all are part of something greater. Call it God, call it Source, call it whatever you want. But somehow people are losing sight of a greater Light. Instead, they are becoming more and more self-absorbed, immersed in their technology and not caring about those around them as much anymore. And I believe that deaths such as all the ones that have become the basis of the BLM movement are going to keep on happening until people realize how far they’ve fallen away from this Light.

Not too long ago, before I entered this spiritual upheaval that’s been a part of my life for a few years now, I too was a very angry individual, filled with plenty of judgments and hatred towards others and living quite far from seeing any type of Light. But thankfully God intervened and allowed me to go through some type of conversion that hasn’t been easy at all to deal with, yet one that has slowly transformed me into a person who does unconditionally love everyone, even those who still can’t do the same with me.

Now I wholeheartedly know that every life matters, but until we all feel that within ourselves, until we all realize that every person we see is a part of us in some way, our country is only going to continue to divide and lead to more and more violence, bloodshed, and polarization.

Thus It’s my hope that everyone may go through a spiritual transformation of sorts, one where their hearts may become more open to forgiveness, rather than to resort to violence and hatred.

I know I’m just one voice, one who fully believes black lives matter, yet also one who believes all lives matter. God has shown me that, albeit through a pretty painful process. But I’m still grateful, because even when I see another death has happened, wrongful or not, my desire today is to pick up my cross and pray, to pray for forgiveness for everyone involved, and to pray for a brighter day where we all see and feel the Light…

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Peace, love, light, and joy,

Andrew Arthur Dawson