“Concussion”, An Eye-Opening Film About The Biggest Danger Of Football

I’m not that big of a fan of football, regardless of whether it’s high school, college, or pro. Sure, I might watch the Super Bowl each year or follow the records of various teams here and there, but in all honesty watching people pummel each other on a field with such incredible force over and over again honestly isn’t my cup of tea. With that being said, I was actually pleasantly surprised at how much I thoroughly enjoyed watching Will Smith’s latest football-based movie titled Concussion.

The film is based on the true story of a Dr. Bennet Omalu (played by Smith), who uncovers the truth about brain damage in football players who suffer repeated concussions throughout the course of their career. Omalu is a forensic pathologist in Allegheny County, Pennsylvania who begins to learn of this disease when he is tasked to do the autopsy on former Pittsburg Steeler center Mike Webster who died at a relatively young age (50 years old) with little to no signs of anything wrong in his body. After finding nothing during the standard autopsy, Omalu uses his own money to run a battery of medical tests, convinced there’s something more going on. Eventually he discovers through some of those results the damage Mike Webster’s brain suffered during his career, as well as the disease itself, which he goes on to name Chronic Traumatic Encephalopathy (CTE). When other NFL players begin to die in tragic ways similar to Webster, Omalu realizes through their autopsies that the disease is far worse than just one isolated case. With the help of former Steelers team doctor Julian Bailes (played by Alec Baldwin), it becomes Omalu’s quest to expose the dangers of football to the NFL and to the world itself. But to make that happen, he also faces an uphill battle with an organization that really doesn’t want the world to ultimately know any of those truths he found.

The reason why I enjoyed this movie so much is that it felt much like a David and Goliath type story with David being Omalu and Goliath being the NFL. And while I have seen many other football-based films before, this was the only one that never actually took place on the field itself. Instead, it focused more on the off-the-field heart-wrenching stories of both the players who were suffering from CTE, as well as of Omalu, who experienced such backlash in each of his attempts to make such a terrible disease known.

Sadly, I learned by the end of this movie that almost a third of all pro football players will eventually succumb to this disease. That’s a hefty price to pay for such a small number of years bashing helmets against each other repeatedly. Maybe that’s why I never have enjoyed football much because I don’t believe our bodies were ever made to endure such an amount of blunt force again and again. I feel similarly about most violent sports like boxing and hockey. But unfortunately, the fact remains that even with the amount of disease and injury that a mind and body might go through playing any of these high contact sports, and even with actual proof of it coming from doctors like Omalu, people will still continue to play them, because of the rush of the win, the cheers of the crowds, and the glory their ego sustains through it all.

I myself am grateful that those things never beckoned me enough to pursue any of those sports, especially football. Because at my 6’5”, 170-pound frame, I probably would have sustained a permanently injury with my first contact hit. Nevertheless, Concussion truly sheds light into one of the biggest downfalls of the most popular sport in America, and Smith has definitely emerged as an awards front runner once again for his incredible portrayal of Omalu. Overall, I whole-heartedly give this film 4 out of 5 stars and strongly recommend it as a must-see…

Peace, love, light, and joy,

Andrew Arthur Dawson

The $1.4 Billion Dollar Powerball

$1.4 billion dollars…That’s the amount the Powerball lottery is estimated to be right now at the time of me writing this. While I know I’ve written several times about these huge lottery jackpots before, I feel that because this is the first time one of them has ever made it over the billion-dollar mark that I absolutely needed to say a few things about it in my blog.

First off, just a few facts I picked up along the way of reading about this staggering amount.

  1. There is at least a dozen or more countries in the world whose total net worth is less than this sum.
  2. A person’s chance of getting the winning numbers is around 1 in 292 million.
  3. An individual has a better chance of getting hit by lightning, become a mega movie star, a pro athlete, or being in a plane crash than winning.

Yet, most probably know these odds already but still go buy mass volumes of tickets hoping to be one of the lucky ones to win. They then dream of what they would do with their life and how things would change if they had all of that exorbitant amount to spend. But what most don’t know is how complicated their life could get having that much money.

They don’t think about the people that suddenly might come after them with lawsuits that probably never would have come to fruition without the winnings. They don’t think about all the individuals that quickly want to be their friends having all that money. They don’t think about all the people they already know and consider to be friends who start expecting them to pay more for things since they now have it to spend. And they definitely don’t think about how their ego will start vying for more control having all that cash on hand to do things like bypassing waits at restaurants, paying for someone to be with them who normally might not be, and seeking special treatment with a snap of the fingers wherever they go.

How do I know this? Well on some level I’ve lived it. While I may never have been a multi-millionaire at any point in this life so far, I have gone through an extended period where I did have enough to experience all those things and then some and I’m not proud of it. For the longest time I was ashamed of how much I let the money I once had control me, of how much I let it corrupt me, and of how much I let it consume my entire existence. But I am grateful to say that this isn’t who I am anymore and thankfully I’ve been able to forgive myself for what I allowed money to once create within me.

So while I may still buy a lottery ticket or two at the most for this landmark $1.4 billion dollar Powerball prize just to say I participated in it, I will say that if I somehow became one of those 1 in 292 million to win, much of it would be donated. Why? Because there are far more people in this world that need it than I. The majority of this world is filled with starving, thirsty, homeless, sick and ailing people, and it’s them who truly deserve this money.

The last thing I’d like to say on this mega lottery sum is really just a parting thought for anyone who ever reads this to ponder. I dream of a world where the lottery was for charity purposes only, but one where everyone still got involved in it just like they do now and playing in the hopes that if they won, they got to choose the charities it could be donated to. That’s my dream…but alas, that’s not the world we all live in today, but maybe one day it will be…

Peace, love, light, and joy,

Andrew Arthur Dawson