It was on April 23rd, 2012 when I finally made a decision to remove the last toxic person I had in my life. Up until that day, I had been keeping an individual in my life that had been perpetuating my addiction-prone life. I had realized that no level of the pains I felt would ever go away if I continued to keep people like this man in my life. I also realized that I would be holding on to some part of my self-will if I didn’t let him go. To live a spiritual life of love and light required me to take that action and so I did. But I also took one other action on that day. I wrote a prayer on the opening page of my Alcoholics Anonymous book that I use on just about every day of my life. I did this to solidify a new beginning and decided to share it with all of you in here today. May you feel my heart and soul in its words and know that a new beginning can begin at any point in time…
A Prayer For A New Beginning
“God, You are the sole source of my happiness, my joy, and my everything. I know of nothing in this world that will bring me any of that unless you are at the center of it. Please God, fill me with Your purpose, center all of me with serving You, and show me the only path to eternal fulfillment. Lord, I love You and I thank you for giving me the strength each and every day to continuing forward. Please guide me and direct me to the healing that You see I need. Amen.”
Peace, love, light, and joy,
Andrew Arthur Dawson